Iam tired..

The interview phone calls are tiring me. Iam actually exhausted - all this self appraisal is sucking the energy out of me. Yeah - so what if I did do a bunch of models over at Cognizant ? So what if I put together a database design and documentation @ MDT ? So what if NPDBD is the coolest project I've ever been involved in ... So what....? It's weird how every time I go
" Iam currently involved in this project in which I ...", Iam actually thinking " Is this dude going to even remotely consider me for this position " to " Buddy - are you going to give me this job ? " ! Bad attitude huh ! I mean face it - thats what everything boils down to . Right ?

I wonder whats it with me these days - being so blatant and matter-of-fact about things. Maybe it's all happening- with the onset of the month of November and the reigning power of PLUTO - my basic scorpio instincts are showing up in everything I do ! Oh by the way - Scorpios are very proud of the fact that they are what they are.

Facts :

Negative Traits : Jealous, Compulsive, Obsessive, Secretive, Obstinate ( My my my ! Good enough to shoo people away from me )

But all the same :
Postive Traits: Determined and forceful, Emotional and intuitive, Powerful and passionate, Exciting and magnetic ( Ahaaaa ! )

I just love reading the characteristics over and over again ! Some narcissist huh !